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08 May 2011 @ 11:50 am
At The Moment (My Very Last AWZ Fic)  
Title: At The Moment
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz, Roman, Marc with mentions of others
Word Count: 3500 words
Rating: Gen
Summary: A night at home with the GBWI and their favourite TV show.
Disclaimer: Not mine, though if they were they would not be suffering through this shit.
A/N: Dear Momo, your birthday fic started out as a just a simple update on what the boys and Keule were doing these days. Then it turned into a cathartic braindump that's half crack, half meta, and half the state of my current feelings on fandom. (Yes, that's three halves, just go with it - it makes as much sense as anything else happening on Show these days.) This fic would not have been possible without the input of many people: [info]aldiara and [info]praderwilli and the other tweetskimos for cop school and Alkim, [info]redcouchaddict for ~walking~, Hans von Hozel for his inspiring stories, the always lovely Celine LaFraud and always crappy Antoine Doucheford for At The Moment, George and Sheepie and others whose names have thankfully disappeared in the anals of time (typo intended) for generating such mockable wank, the possum and his pompous predictions of preposterousness, and finally to Alles Was Zählt who has become like the best friend I had in college who turned right wing and now supports the death penalty now; love her still, love what we had, but just don’t know her anymore. In any case, I hope you enjoy it, and know that my love for you and the sane corner of this fandom abounds.

At The Moment )
 
 
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06 February 2011 @ 06:40 pm
The Lonely Rentboy  
Title: The Lonely Rentboy
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: OC (or are they?)
Word Count: ~1000 words
Rating: Gen with metaphors
Summary: How a sad lonely rentboy found true love, fame, and fortune. (Alternative summary: This is not the fairy tale I should be writing.)
Disclaimer: This is a true story.
A/N: Because I don’t have it in me to write porn for National Porn Sunday, have a cracky fairy tale instead. This will make no sense at all unless you are a Tweetskimo. I blame them.

The Lonely Rentboy )
 
 
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30 December 2010 @ 06:25 pm
Five Times Marc Hagendorf Called Roman Wild  
Title: Five Times Marc Hagendorf Called Roman Wild
Author: [info]lilithilien
Recipient: [info]giorgiakerr
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Marc, Roman, Jenny, René, mention of some Turkish kid
Summary: Five moments when Something Could Have Happened and Everything Would Have Changed.
Rating: Gen
Warning(s): Present tense AUs, angst dripping with sap, non-flattering depictions of France, and crack-tragic character death.
Word Count: 8000 words
Author's Notes: Thank you to the wonderful Hofest mods who are making my winter so much brighter by masterminding this fest. Thanks to the always incredible [info]aldiara for everything, but especially for making my writing better (and for saying that she wanted Deniz out of the way – her highest compliment). Thanks to AWZ and the ultimate reminder that timing is a bitch, and particularly to Timo Hübsch, who’s left a big Marc-sized hole on Show. Most of all, thanks to my recipient, one of the awesomest people in this fandom. She DESERVES to have Marc come back, in these and many other incarnations, and to have the very sparkliest of holidays!

Five Times Marc Hagendorf Called Roman Wild )
 
 
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21 December 2010 @ 02:33 pm
Falling  
Title: Falling
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Diana, Jenny, Deniz, Vanessa, Lars, Roman
Word Count: ~1000 words
Rating: Gen
Summary: Every skater falls differently.
Disclaimer: Not mine. (Sigh)
A/N: For the brilliant, generous, gorgeous, loveable, and all-around fabulously sparkly [info]amilee123. With thanks to [info]aldiara for being the Beta Queen and to Show for being so full of suck these days that I am inspired to write again.



Falling )
 
 
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31 August 2010 @ 11:03 pm
Too Far  
Title: Too Far
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom & Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz Öztürk/Roman Wild, Lars Berger
Summary: He knew it was really fucked up to listen to his flatmates fucking each other.
Word Count: 2000 words
Rating/Warnings: NC-17; fisting, voyeurism, exhibitionism, surly alcoholic grumblings
Disclaimer:I own absolutely nothing.
A/N: Finally, just in time for [info]bbtp_challenge 2010, the sling-fic that has been teasing me for ages. Twice as long as I planned it to be, which hopefully will make up for missing the challenge last year. Sloppy kisses to the fabulous [info]aldiara who, as always, cleans up my random tenses, makes it clear whose body part goes where, and generally makes writing worthwhile.

Too Far )
 
 
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07 June 2010 @ 12:53 am
Karma  
Title: Karma
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Vanessa
Word Count: 1440 words
Rating: PG maybe?
Summary: She should have known it had to do with Roman. "It always did," a small part of her sighs in frustration.
Disclaimer: So very much not mine.
A/N: Hmmm. I'm not sure how this happened -- I wrote DeVa. IDEK. I'm blaming it on my evil plan to conquer the SEXYs Het category for yet another year. But I'm dying to know what she will think when she hears of Deniz's frustrations with Marc. She's got so much to gloat about. Huge hugs to [info]aldiara for overcoming her DeVa squick to do the most fabulous beta job ever!


Karma )
 
 
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22 May 2010 @ 11:48 am
Opposites Attract  
Title: Opposites Attract
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt; Marc/Etienne, past Marian/Etienne
Warnings: None/gen, 250 words
Summary: Deniz is not his only rival.
Disclaimer: Totally made up, not real, just nonsense.
A/N: Written in [info]sdk's awesome post of awesome but reposted here because she made me. It is commentfic, be gentle.


Opposites Attract )
 
 
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25 May 2009 @ 10:37 pm
Captive  
Title: Captive
Author: [info] - personallilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Jenny/Marian
Word Count: 600 words
Rating: R maybe?
Summary: Marian circles like a shark, but Jennifer Steinkamp could never be mistaken for innocent prey.
Disclaimer: Property of Sam and Silvia and RTL (but I can dream).
A/N: This pairing should happen. If it doesn't, it's a crime. Kind of involves some kinky stuff, but it's canon-based (~ep680). And it's sappy too, IDEK. And to complicate things further, I tried to get all structural and do these as drabbles, but the final one insisted on being a double-drabble. Anyway, have at it!



Captive )
 
 
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24 May 2009 @ 01:14 am
Oops!  
Title: Oops!
Artist: [info] - personallilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Summary: Deniz continually fucks up leads Roman on, accidentally...or not. And the song was too perfect to pass up!
Disclaimer: Deniz and Roman belong to RTL/Grundy UFA. "Oops I Did It Again" is by Richard Thompson.
A/N: I made this for [info] - personalshellydkitty's mom because she loves Deniz. And apparently doesn't mind all the boykissing -- of which there is plenty!

 
 
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16 May 2009 @ 03:20 pm
Powerless Against Love and Beautiful Women  
Title: Powerless Against Love and Beautiful Women
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Marian/Etienne, Marian/Nadja
Summary: Etienne is powerless against love and beautiful women; Marian is powerless against Etienne. Kind of a Butch & Sundance take on AWZ -- and as we all know, the thieving is just a metaphor.
Disclaimer: Marian and Etienne belong to RTL/Grundy UFA and Shelly; "Mr Hyde" is by BB Brunes.
A/N: Another vid? How did that happen? Made for [info]sdk, Etienne's #1 Fan!



Also available for download at Megaupload (120MB)
 
 
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10 May 2009 @ 02:19 pm
There's A Chance I'll Start To Wonder  
Title: There's A Chance I'll Start To Wonder
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Roman/Deniz
Summary: Of course he's not going to be able to keep his mouth shut, and of course he knows that he's better off without Deniz, but always, always, Roman wonders if he did the right thing.
Disclaimer: RTL/Grundy UFA owns Deniz and Roman, although they don't have a clue what to do with them. Tegan & Sara (and WMG, more's the pity) own the song "Call It Off"

A/N: A vid infiltrating my fic journal? It'll likely be a one-time-only thing--I never imagined I would ever become a vidder, but this song was so perfectly Roman that I couldn't resist. (Now live on YouTube--I beat WMG!)



Available for download at Megaupload (35MB of pure woobie)
 
 
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06 March 2009 @ 08:27 pm
Three Minutes  
Title: Three Minutes
Author: [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 260 words
Rating: Gen
Summary: Three minutes. That's how long it takes for Deniz to fall in love.
Disclaimer: These characters belong to moonshine-addled monkeys RTL and are so very not mine.
A/N: The first AWZ muse that's reared its head in months, and it's Öztürk's? WTF? *scratches head* Okay, whatever, I won't question it. Anyway, this is for my dearest [info]aldiara, as is this vid, which hopefully will both bring her joy and make a bit more sense of this wee ficcie.


Three Minutes )
 
 
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15 February 2009 @ 09:22 pm
In This Home On Ice (Chapter Two)  
Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Two: The Rittberger Connection
Authors: [info]aldiara and [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 7K words
Rating: Gen
Summary: The thing is, playing hockey requires concentration, and that’s hard to come by when at every practice session, half his mind is already off the ice.
Disclaimer: Sadly we don't own these characters; we just like watching them fight.
A/N: This story picks up Deniz’s rentboy plot somewhere after episode 565, but goes AU from there (a.k.a. as far as we are concerned, Stella does not and will never exist). Lilith pirouettes; Aldi swings hockey sticks. Previous instalments: Chapter One and Interlude 1.


The Rittberger Connection )
 
 
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10 January 2009 @ 10:34 pm
Turning the Tables (HP/AWZ)  
Title: Turning the Tables
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom: Harry Potter meets Alles Was Zählt *headdesks*
Pairings: Assorted combinations of Deniz, Draco, Harry, and Roman
Summary: Fucking Malfoy and his fucking games. This time Harry's had enough.
Rating/wordcount: PG-13; 1400 words
Disclaimer: Really, do you honestly think in their right mind would write these characters like this if they hoped to make any money off of them?
Author's Note: For [info]sdk with very belated birthday wishes. I wanted to give you something unique, and I can say with 100% certainty that this is the FIRST time these pairings have ever been written. I hope that you're as amused by all this as I am. Big thanks to [info]sarcastic_jo for reading this along the way and laughing at with me, and to [info]aldiara for translating cheesy pickup lines.



Turning the Tables )
 
 
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03 January 2009 @ 09:26 pm
In This Home On Ice (Chapter One)  
Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter One: Face-Off
Authors: [info]aldiara and [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 10K words
Rating: NC-17
Summary: “I'm curious: is a professional blow job really that much better than what I used to get for free?”
Disclaimer: Sadly we don't own these characters; we just like watching them fight.
A/N: While this story picks up Deniz’s rentboy plot somewhere after episode 565, it goes AU from there (a.k.a. as far as we are concerned, Stella does not and will never exist). Lilith pirouettes; Aldi swings hockey sticks.


Face-Off )
 
 
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08 December 2008 @ 06:49 pm
Serious Business  
Title: Serious Business
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom & Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Roman/Deniz
Summary: Deniz thought he liked kissing before, but now he finds he doesn't even know what it is.
Rating/wordcount: 3150 words of NC-17 porn
Disclaimer: The nipples, sadly, are not mine!



Serious Business )
 
 
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28 November 2008 @ 10:49 pm
Empty Glasses  
Title: Empty Glasses
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom & Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Roman
Word Count: 275 words
Rating: Gen
Disclaimer: If Roman and Deniz were mine, Roman wouldn't be nearly so miserable.
A/N: I'm not sure where this angsty little character study came from. It does try to rationalise, somewhat, Roman's turn to the dark side, and it refers to events in ep. 529. Because what else would you do when you run out of hope?



Empty Glasses )
 
 
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26 November 2008 @ 02:01 am
Something Old, Something New  
Title: Something Old, Something New
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom & Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Roman/Deniz
Word Count: 1000 words
Rating: Gen
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing.
A/N: This is a sequel to Something Borrowed, just another glimpse of Diana's wedding day, through Roman's eyes this time, when things were still hopeful. I'm not particularly happy with this piece, but it feels like I've pushed and pulled it enough, and now it's time to set it free and move on to something else!



Something Old, Something New )
 
 
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22 November 2008 @ 11:45 pm
Making Out  
Title: Making Out
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom & Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz Öztürk
Word Count: 350 words
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer:I own absolutely nothing.
A/N: Just a silly little something I wrote when I should have been writing something else.


Making Out )
 
 
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17 November 2008 @ 03:19 am
Drabble: Unspoken  
Title: Unspoken
Author: Lilith ([info]lilithilien)
Fandom & Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Marian Öztürk
Word Count: 100 words
Rating: Gen
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing.
A/N: Help! I keep writing Marian! This drabble was inspired by and follows the exchange at the end of this clip, when Marian bans Roman from No. 7.


Unspoken )